We put Kate in the nursery at church for the first time last week! Ahhh! She no longer sleeps during church (she just catches a quick nap at home before we go), and she's getting more vocal and squirmy, so we knew it was time, I was just dreading actually having to do it.
It felt so strange to be in the sanctuary with no baby, but also kind of nice. One reason I wanted to put her in the nursery is that I had such a hard time paying attention with her on my lap. The only problem is that I was so nervous about her in the nursery that I hardly paid attention any way! All the other moms say this gets easier, so I'm hoping it does. I didn't cry (yay me!), but I just kept thinking about her...wondering if she was crying...what she was doing...who was holding her...
So, during the offering, I ran back to check on her. She was, of course, doing fine. I was reminded of the promises we made during her baptism and the promises that the church made as well. They promised to help teach her about God and to love her and care for her. And I know they will, if I will let them. So, I guess this is God letting me know it's time to let them start. And that it's ok to give up a little control once in a while:)
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